Yu`

When I know

that boy came back

I am really happy

because that mean you won’t be sad again

but I’m also upset of this.

I don’t know why I feel that way,

I just know, I aslo wish God can give me a miracle.

How hard it is ?

I would like to wrtie down how I feel,

but it’s really hard.

I want my freind to be happy,

to get the bliss that is belong to them.

Yet, where is mine ?

Many times, I believe that I can find my bliss soon,

but the result always make me feel disappointed

How hard the love is ?

Who can give me the answer I want ?

In fact, I don’t expect for that any longer.

I feel really complicated now.