tonight, when im home. i found that my pc seems like to die again. damn it, sigh.....theres a earthquake this morning. and i just feel shock and afraid. umn hun...i have to get used to fit the life. and i have to write my diary in English now. because i cant type chinese as well. shit!! it is time to fix it. sigh...and mi shi did tell me some secrets yesterday, and call me at midnight to ask me dont tell anyone about the stuff. damn...how long do we acompany with each other, of course i know this is something that i cant tell anyone about it. and its very funny that when we slept in the small bed, she asked me to lie down comfortably and i just said im shy like a little girl to lover. at the moment, we laugh loudly, and felt funny. ha i really feel very tired these days. have to get early, go to work and slept in the afternoon, after that i have to continue my work. damn it, at the midnight, when im really to lie down, and get ready to fall sleep, but it just doesnt work. shit!! i hate this kind of life. have to meet the fucking gay everyday. damn it, hes lossing gays face. shame on him!! fucking person. i jsut decide to stop a relationship with someone, but my pc got crash today. damn, but its ok. my pc will be fixed without him. i feel really tired for my job. i just cant stand those people to challenge my temper. it is ok that u have no idea about our product. but please dont say something that seems like u are the king, and im ur servant, ok? there are lots of idoits want to show how smart they are, however they are just as stupid as pigs. hey, i do understand that u are stupid, but please act as a human being, ok?