2004-08-06 10:57:30禪蟬嬋

I Surrender All ~~

Today, I start to read " Listening to God in Times of Choice". I just read half of it, but a great impact is given to me already. Those things I know for a long time, but I never do that. Many of my spritual friends ask me to keep slience when you pray in some times, as I need to listen how God reply you. But I never do that, I just tell God what happen to me everyday, what I am looking for. I never stop my words and wait for God's reply. I think I should better keep slience and listen to God's will. I should find times to be with God alone, only I and God. I should build up a great and sweet relaitionsip with Him.
One thing I learnt these few days is I know that something I should not make the chance by myself. I should put it to God, and He will give me a very good reply. Last few month, I think before my AL and a month after it, God reply my pray, He make my prayer comes true. I am very happy about it. But these few days, I try to use my method to solve the problrem and try to make chance myself, I fail. I think I should not use my own will, but God's will. I think the event will solve prefectly. Waiting for you, God. And I am looking forward to our new relationship~~~
Things to share about the book are following,
1. 我們的身體,就是要呼召我們將自己一切所有的 --- 即全人,包括心靈、意志、情感、期待和渴望 --- 都獻給神,是把一個活生生的人獻給神。
2. 禱告是與神交通,不是對神說話。禱告不是單向的溝通,有時要閉口不言,在神面前安靜下來,讓禱告成為聆聽的禱告。
I need to learn how to pray, my relationship between god will not be only saty in the stage that I believe, but also follow.