Dear:
what can i do ( ? )
actually i'm worry about it very much.......。
every time i saw you didn't come to the class,
i always think that where are you going?
at first i think maybe you are stay with him.
but am i wrong(?)
perhaps you are just alone.
furthermore,i'm worry about that you're truancy or absence...。
if you have a lot of truancy,maybe your grade will not get 60.
it's very dangerous for you school-life you know?

maybe i should't give you a lot of cheers,
i should bawl you.
perhaps it can make you wake up.
don't cry anymore.
don't think of sadness things anymore.
don't close yourself anymore.
don't truancy anymore.

your test grades are not good enough...it's ok!
i also get the bad grades all the time.
you are not a stupid guy i know.
i think it's because you didn't concentrate on your study.
you are always spend your time to think of a lot of stupid things, aren't you(?)
why you give up yourself by doing a lot of stupid things(?)
they will make you feel much happier(?)i don't think so.
if you still try to do that stupid things,
at that time, you will become the "real" stupid guy.
Judy and Maggie can teach you German,
Kyle and Sheila can teach you English grammar.
Ada can teach you how to make yourself be happy when you didn't feel well.
a lot of people can teach you a lot of things.
that's why we need a lot of friends but not just need ourselves.

people can not live alone.
people need friends.family.lover........something else.
you can stay alone sometimes but not all the time.
loneness can kill people.
your heart will get sick.
your mind will not be clear anymore.
your happiness will not appear on your face.
you can't think the happy things that you had before.
you can't notice that actually there're a lot of people can stay with you.
finally, there are just tears can be with you.

i don't want to see this kind of "you".
it makes me feel unhappy and gives me a lot of worries.
even make me feel angry.

we are third years student now.
this is the last year that we can study together,play together,eat lunch together.
do a lot of things together.
so we should cherish this year, shouldn't we(?)
in my situation, i'm cherish this year very very very much.
i'm very happy that i have a lot of friends.
i can eat lunch with them,
i can study with them,
i can play with them,
i can chat with them,
i can do many things with them.
each minutes each seconds for me is like a treasure.
so i like to come to the school but not stay at home.
i don't like stay at home because home can't give me a feeling that called "love".
but friends and my lover can show me what is the love.
allen gives me all the love that he can give.
he is the person that can make me feel very warm and sweet.
i hope your lover can also gives you that feeling.

don't forget you are just a 17 years old girl.
your life is very long.
you are just past quarter of your life.
why you spend your time to make yourself sad(?)
there are a lot of things wait for you.

i know sometime people will feel unhappy or sad.
it also happened to me.
but i will try to find the idea that can make my happy.
waste my time to think of the sadness things(?)
it's not a correct way for me to do.

i typed a lot of words for you.
it's the last time i mention about this for you.
i won't say it anymore.

i really really hope i can see the "ice" that i have known her before.
not the "ice" like now.
it's not the person i want.

dear,
time to think what i am talking about.
can you really understand what i mean(?)

give you the best wishes.

i love you so much, don't make me feel disappoint.

Ario