I was reviewing my talking records.

Suddenly, I realize I am a damn fool!

Trapping myself in the same situation,
keeping expecting responds from whom impossibly gave me those.

And the worst part is, I’m still doing that!
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

hoping -> frustrated -> depressing ->
next hoping -> next frustrated...

Oh my, I’ve got to escape this stupid cycle,
or I’ll be the body on the way they pass and trod w/o any mercy.

I thought I just lost my mind...what a fxxk idiot I was...