2005-01-09 17:42:15ShanLau

I want to cry....

好想喊,但唔知點解我點都喊唔出.......點解.......好想大喊一場,然後忘記所有野,一切重新開始,但點解,我就係喊唔出呢.......
好辛苦,真係屈得好辛苦.....唔想再咁樣落去......我究竟可以點...
咬自己?唔得,我巳經咬到差唔多流血啦,好大力咁咬左自己3次,都毫無作用....
天呀....係咪我前世做左d咩壞事今世要咁罰我呢....


係呢一次的事件,我傷得好重,個傷口流血流得好利害,不過我卻一滴眼淚都無流過,唔係因為我唔痛,係可能係我巳經痛到唔識點喊.......