2007-03-19 23:27:52sereana
真愛(六).......小小說
晚上老公回來後很熱絡地擁抱她, 傳達了他這兩天對她的思念,
只是她還一直在想自己的事, 忍不住跟他說「如果因為我嫁給你,
所以必須在你家盡那些義務, 那我們離婚吧! 我們相愛可以同居,
但我不想再承擔那些義務了, 你同意嗎?」
他聽完後無言地鬆開了擁著她的雙手, 陷入了痛苦的深思。
當晚她也不再逼他答覆這個棘手的問題, 她已經表達了她的想法,
就看他的意見如何了。
到了隔天早上兩人各自去上班, 可是仍然沒聽到他的答覆,
於是她一早在辦公室e-mail給他, 希望能得到他的支持,
「Dear Benson, Please understand it’s the least words for me to say ”divorce”!
And I love you more than anything, even myself. I can lose my life for you!
But please also understand that I want to be free. I already waste my life in the past.
From now on, please let me to live as I want it to be. I would like to remind you
those past time, I always try to meet your requirements and your family requests.
I accompanied with you to play tennis, dancing although I was not glad to go.
And every Lunar New Year, I tried to do my best to buy the foods and
went back to cook the meals as soon as I came from the last working day,
I never be late to go back even I was totally exhausted after a whole day’s busy works!
I always wonder why should I do so many tried works to make me so unhappy
year after year?
Do you want me to be continuously unhappy on every Lunar New Year of the future?
I agree with you that a couple should have the same hobby and entertainment.
And we already did it ! I’m appreciated for your effort!
All your support and patience make me love you more and more!
Do you know that I can’t live without you now! But for the freedom,
it forces me to give up the marriage to throw over your family burden.
I love you and we still can live together, just like a friend, a lover!
I don’t mean to hurt you but wish you can sympathize my situation, O.K.? 」
只是她還一直在想自己的事, 忍不住跟他說「如果因為我嫁給你,
所以必須在你家盡那些義務, 那我們離婚吧! 我們相愛可以同居,
但我不想再承擔那些義務了, 你同意嗎?」
他聽完後無言地鬆開了擁著她的雙手, 陷入了痛苦的深思。
當晚她也不再逼他答覆這個棘手的問題, 她已經表達了她的想法,
就看他的意見如何了。
到了隔天早上兩人各自去上班, 可是仍然沒聽到他的答覆,
於是她一早在辦公室e-mail給他, 希望能得到他的支持,
「Dear Benson, Please understand it’s the least words for me to say ”divorce”!
And I love you more than anything, even myself. I can lose my life for you!
But please also understand that I want to be free. I already waste my life in the past.
From now on, please let me to live as I want it to be. I would like to remind you
those past time, I always try to meet your requirements and your family requests.
I accompanied with you to play tennis, dancing although I was not glad to go.
And every Lunar New Year, I tried to do my best to buy the foods and
went back to cook the meals as soon as I came from the last working day,
I never be late to go back even I was totally exhausted after a whole day’s busy works!
I always wonder why should I do so many tried works to make me so unhappy
year after year?
Do you want me to be continuously unhappy on every Lunar New Year of the future?
I agree with you that a couple should have the same hobby and entertainment.
And we already did it ! I’m appreciated for your effort!
All your support and patience make me love you more and more!
Do you know that I can’t live without you now! But for the freedom,
it forces me to give up the marriage to throw over your family burden.
I love you and we still can live together, just like a friend, a lover!
I don’t mean to hurt you but wish you can sympathize my situation, O.K.? 」
當天由於是過年後第一天上班, 老闆早上就宣佈中午請客-喝春酒,
正當她從洗手間回來準備跟大家一起出去時, 同事告訴她, 老公來電話了,
而且聽他的口氣好像發生了大事, 要她下午馬上請假跟他回去。她心裡有數,
故馬上回電話給他, 電話的另一頭傳來了他幾乎近於哽咽的聲音問
「下午妳請假,我們出去好好聊聊好嗎? 我文筆不如妳,
我無法用寫的來表達我的想法, 我現在好痛苦! 我無法等到下班了!
妳請假好不好?」聽見他哽咽的聲音, 她的心也碎了
「你哭啦?…… 其實我的想法很簡單嘛, 我又不是要跟你分開,
我們和以前一樣同住在一起, 只不過沒有婚約罷了,
這樣我就不必回去盡媳婦的義務了, 如此一來我們的關係不是比較單純嗎?
你為什麼要那麼傷心?」她只聽到他不斷地喘息著, 一直試著不哭出聲,
他再也說不出話來了, 於是她放棄在電話裡與他談這件事,
「好! 不說了! 你現在馬上來接我吧!」
正當她從洗手間回來準備跟大家一起出去時, 同事告訴她, 老公來電話了,
而且聽他的口氣好像發生了大事, 要她下午馬上請假跟他回去。她心裡有數,
故馬上回電話給他, 電話的另一頭傳來了他幾乎近於哽咽的聲音問
「下午妳請假,我們出去好好聊聊好嗎? 我文筆不如妳,
我無法用寫的來表達我的想法, 我現在好痛苦! 我無法等到下班了!
妳請假好不好?」聽見他哽咽的聲音, 她的心也碎了
「你哭啦?…… 其實我的想法很簡單嘛, 我又不是要跟你分開,
我們和以前一樣同住在一起, 只不過沒有婚約罷了,
這樣我就不必回去盡媳婦的義務了, 如此一來我們的關係不是比較單純嗎?
你為什麼要那麼傷心?」她只聽到他不斷地喘息著, 一直試著不哭出聲,
他再也說不出話來了, 於是她放棄在電話裡與他談這件事,
「好! 不說了! 你現在馬上來接我吧!」
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