cant imagine that i am back... it's been a long time i havnt even recalled that i still have this blog...

just checked the blogs i've written before, it's almost one year ago... time flies f**king sooooo fast....

Beyound the beyounds~~~ jesus....

for my little french lover....may i call you like that?

i am in a quite not good state recently. I try to be as normal as nothing has never happened. all those emotions just happened so naturally and so fast and were denied in a way by him. sometimes i was thinking is he also just overprotecting himself. I know he is confused.

I dont know in one's life how many times with how many people can have this kind of sparkles.

have the hope for the next one