A pattern 
to see through 
a secret
a road map
a short cut
which never belong to the category of simple for being recognized

yes I do
between ON and OFF
switch for more levels of sensitivity
when ever I can 
before I losing the ability of under standing
before I forgetting how to use my body

nothing about control
and nothing is under control
to sum up for all of above
Yes I do 
knowing it is something that 
beyond manage