Dear:

        凌晨3點下雨了，我好想你，你曾說過在台灣的我們越甜蜜我回來之後會越難過那時我還不瞭解你說這句話的意義，現在我瞭解了，你其實是個狠心的人，那天我們前一分鐘還打著親愛的，後一分鐘你就因為我打的字而生氣不理我了，儘管我立馬打了對不起讓你別生氣了，你也只是已讀不回，這不理是接下來的好幾天都不理我，我每天都很難過，直到 過了四天後我又忍不住的想知道我倒底是哪又讓你生氣了?打了簡訊給你，你也只是說"你就繼續啊!我不想說話"我真得很想知道自己就算被判死刑的原因是什麼?  因為我每天都在想你為什麼會這麼輕易的放棄我，想著這次你為甚麼生氣?又要多久你才會理我? 你說你不是個主動的人所以每次我都先主動，可是這次既使我都說對不起你居然這麼多天都不理我，你一點都不會心疼我，你明知道我會難過.....我後來知道被判死刑的原因，因為我們"說者(我)無意，但聽者(你)有意 ，你就這樣好幾天都不傳訊息了，我也沒傳訊息給你了，反正你都不在意不在乎我，傳那些訊息又有甚麼用你都不回了，只會顯得我可悲，我仍是每天會看著時間想著在台灣的 你...................

你這個大叔沒有我想的愛我，也許你有更好的選擇吧!? 才會如此的不 在乎我對你的感情，我每天照著你的時間打著早安吻午安吻晚安吻給你，等你下班睡醒就只是想和你聊幾句聽聽你的聲音，而你轉身就把門關上毫不留情，把我留在原地讓我獨自哭泣，我現在都不知道該說什麼了深怕你又生氣，我不想讓你生氣，也許我留不留言也許對你來說一點都不重要了......................

我真的沒想過我們的感情這麼快會變成這樣，我還以為我們見過面相處過，感情會變得更好，我還期待 著希望時間能在快一點再回去和你在一起，沒想到我們的感情..........

明天是你的生日，親愛的，生日快樂! 想你每天都很想你.

Lewis Capaldi - Someone You Loved

I’m going under and this time I fear there’s no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal

somebody to know

somebody to have somebody to hold

It’s easy to say but it’s never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds, into nightfall

and you’re not here, to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I’m going under and this time I fear there’s no one to turn to

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now I need somebody to know

somebody to heal

somebody to have

just to know how it feels It’s easy to say but it’s never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds, into nightfall

and you’re not here, to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms

I'll be safe in your sound til I come back around

For now the day bleeds, into nightfall

and you’re not here, to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds, into nightfall

and you’re not here, to get me through it all I let my guard down

and then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 晚安/午安.