How do you know how much burden I have?

How do you know how long I keep the secret?

You guys will never know that......

I wanna go to a place without anyone......

There are so many people just like me ......

I just want to be ordinary......

god..... please...... save me now

Tonight I just want to cry out ...

Just like the post-it notes that I posted them on the computer......

自分のために.....

一生懸命に　　頑張って.....

except for this .....

what else I can do ?????