Finally...I start to write again, but in English.
I've lived here in New York for 3 years until this July.
I remember...I used to love writing, in Chinese.
I will write down every single feel from the bottom of my heart.
For me, I didn't use Chinese to write for a long time but still feel strong with the words, of course.
However, another problem is computer...I can't write on the screen.
I love my hand-writing and I think it's romantic to write down things when I'm alone. I was a not bad writer in Chinese but I feel I can't show my real feel on the computer.
And I can't make myself moved by my own words.
Too many questions that I can't get any answer, but it seems like I feel lost between Chinese and English.
Well...I still love the lyrics in Chinese songs, they are incredible!
After I start working in New York, I spend too much time on working and party and don't really have any time for writing. That makes me feel bad and I'm going to start writing again.
Anyway, I believe, if you love writing, it doesn't matter what language you use, you can always find your words...