Some desires..cannot be spoken.

Especially, for a girl like me.
I was brought up in a semi-conservative family,
With a normal father and a somewhat hysterial but loving mother.
I fell in love for the first time,
When I was five years old, with a cartoon character.
He had long blond hair, and beautiful eyes.

It is hard for a man to truly enter my heart,
but when he does,
He is in for a very torturous yet pleasant surprise.

I am flame,
I am goddess.
I long for his affection,
For his touch.

Making love,
Seems only nature for two lovers.

Can I make love,
To someone that I truly care about,
Yet is forbidden from embracing?

Searching for the answer,
That causes many problems..

I wish I had met him in another space, or time..
I know he’s dangerous, and very dark,

He also fulfills the dream that I need,
Is to be an actress,
On the stage of this world.

" I shall undress before my King,
As I would have, in front of a handsome fiend."