2004-08-03 03:24:48荷睿艾塔˙Lee

Monday, August 2nd, 2004

I am still in the southern Taiwan today. Another normal day as it has been during the past two years.

It poured in the morning, became hot sun in the noon, and then drizzled a bit before I walked my dog. And as the matter of fact I ain’t do nothing in between.

See? What an ordinary day it was!!

By the way, I am out of work so far.

My life seems that always turns alive after dark. Listening to music, reading books, going to the movies, watching TV,HBO is my favorite, going window shopping, having a chat with some body or going to the night market and have a good feast to my stomach once in a while.

So, today was just another day like that.

However, it was not that bitter anymore. Maybe it’s because I am sure that there won’t be another 2-year-life like this ever since!

From this July on, my hands are free, my feet are free, my body is free, my heart is free and the most important of all, my mind is completely free! I am free to make decisions on my own finally. I don’t have to work for what I was told, my parents, other family members, this god damn stupid apartment, or whatever it has made me in such a pain.

Even though, I am still grateful for all the people who took parts in my life during the past two years for making me stronger and wiser no matter they are deccent guys or on the contrary.

Now, I am preparing for next chapter in my life, furthermore, I believe I am ready for it. It’s an important whole bright new start to me, so my dear friends, whenever you read this, just wish me luck!

Dear Claudia, please pray for me and I miss you an awful lot.