無題
２００９年的第一天要完成的事很多
被人吵到很不耐煩
媽的
凌晨兩點多才睡
三點半幾個ＳＭＳ把我吵醒
然後四點幾個電話
『ＨＡＰＰＹ ＮＥＷ ＹＥＡＲ！！』
『ＹＯＵ ＴＯＯ．．．．．ＺＺＺＺＺＺ．．．．．』
最後五點的那個
『ＨＡＰ．．．．．．．．．』
『仆街！現在幾點了？操你媽的不用睡嘛！！！』
就這樣回應就掛電話了
ＲＯＮＹ很少那麼沒家教
但喝了點酒
極需要睡覺
今早又九點多便起床陪媽媽吃早餐
頭有點痛
加上生理期
現在超疲倦
昨天整體來說很快樂
不過在他們閒談間
又聽到不想提及的問題
整個心頓時沉下
上一次朋友們花了很多時間、說了很多安慰才把我開懷
在適當時
酒精能讓思緒暫停
讓自己心情平靜下來
所以喝酒也是個不錯的減壓方法
可惜沒喝醉
另一個減壓方法就是去酒吧或ＤＩＳＣＯ瘋狂跳舞
出完一身汗
心情超爽
相信今晚會實行
今天以為梓謙過來
煮了他喜歡的糖水
不過．．．．不要緊喇
一會叫哥哥拿去給姨媽那裡
讓她們一面打麻將一面吃
嗯
就這樣了
拜
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by