2006-03-24 23:03:03Rioko

Excuse of yearning for something

I don’t think it’s poor of my English competent, especially in Speaking and Listening.
Though it’s really a shock,
to be told, “ Your English is not good” to my face.
I didn’t do well, actually speaking,
I can’t even do it well in Chinese either, not mention about English,


When you ask me to talk about my career planning.
(If it’s self-introduction, maybe it would be better.)


It’s really a difficult stuff to portray oneself,
whatever in any way, any language, and any method.
You should aware of that, the artists never can’t draw themselves completely.
How can you describe what you even don’t precisely understand concretely?
So, how come you want me to portray my “career planning” well?
I even didn’t have any experience yet!
I even have no idea about how long it will take to get a promotion in an acceptable time frame, not mention about the complete path I can draw!
I only can give you a blueprint! And you said,


“Is that all??”


Yes, that’s all. That really is all I can image with my poor sense of working.
I don’t like to lie. If I draw a impracticable dreams, that would be worse.
I just have no idea about how long I can work independently, what the real content boundary it is and everything particular within a company. It makes differences from companies

The most important is, I have on experience, and how you can want me to think so exactly?


I’d really appreciate this opportunity.
And I wanna show how I hope to be the one.
But I know,
There is no chance again.
I was rejected since you never exclosure the word.