2005-03-10 06:08:43reflect

Being honest

Have you ever thought about why God doesn't like dishonest acts? I thought about that recently after someone finally tells me in my face what is wrong with my personality. This someone, I really truely consider her act as a friendly act and I thanked her for doing that. Not many people in my life tell me, rather than talking about me to someone, that I am a pain to them because I didn't process the qualities necessary for a classroom teacher. That opinion actually force me to act upon an alternative. Why waste time in something that I can not do in the near future? If she never tell me about my problem and no one will propably neither, than I'll be carrying this problem on my back, continue wasting my time until I finally got fired from my job. I would rather I get a slap on my face now, than later. A slap on my face is better than 100 slap on your behind my back. Eventhough a lot of people care about me; however, it is honest people that help me out. They are the only one that can help me to find out about myself and to help me face myself. Learning to be responsible to myself is what a good person really need.