When I heard of his proliferation of C.C., my ma told me
I knew that I cannot hold on anymore
But I still had to face her without mood came out of my mind
I remembered that I met a girl, one of my customers
I saw a wound in her neck therefore I ask a question to her
What is it
She told me that there’s a Tumor
Actually, I got a fright
How could she be so grave, I asked myself in mind without speaking out
Then we had a short conversation
I told her that my father got a Lung Cancer
Once my whole family did wait for twice surgeries over 10 hours
I shared my experiences to her
I encouraged her in fighting the cancer with happiness
And hoped that she could treat herself more and more better
I could see some tears in her eyes. so did I
But we did not let the fucking tears out
Now I still remember her eyes with tears
Because we touch each other’s heart
I cannot forget the moment
Can I do anything for her or my father
No
I cannot do something for anyone
Now I just leave everyone along
I want to get out of the fucking world
I can’t take it any more
Fuck the World
Fuck the Cancer
Fuck the Life