2001-09-26 22:48:57sadorange
if only i could turn back time..
a song by aqua.
only jusy liked it but never really think much about it.
if only i could, would i?
that's the question for me.
the old days are certainly sweet and such. but the question here is, what would i do if i could really turn back time?
would i do things differently? or would i just do the same?
for i can't possibly do that, is it a nonsense question to ask myself about? umm.. donno.
here i am, sitting in the school lab, having all these people i haven't seen and few of them i have seen long time ago.. the feeling's simply.. weird..
having lost a year in school.. really had me changed. i just don't feel like i am fitting in anymore.. i am such an outsider. it feels like i have a air bubble wrapping around me. i can still breath.. but just can't get out of it.
i am feeling a bit.. uneasy..
just a tiny bit.
sigh~..
only jusy liked it but never really think much about it.
if only i could, would i?
that's the question for me.
the old days are certainly sweet and such. but the question here is, what would i do if i could really turn back time?
would i do things differently? or would i just do the same?
for i can't possibly do that, is it a nonsense question to ask myself about? umm.. donno.
here i am, sitting in the school lab, having all these people i haven't seen and few of them i have seen long time ago.. the feeling's simply.. weird..
having lost a year in school.. really had me changed. i just don't feel like i am fitting in anymore.. i am such an outsider. it feels like i have a air bubble wrapping around me. i can still breath.. but just can't get out of it.
i am feeling a bit.. uneasy..
just a tiny bit.
sigh~..