2001-09-26 22:48:57sadorange

if only i could turn back time..

a song by aqua.

only jusy liked it but never really think much about it.

if only i could, would i?

that's the question for me.

the old days are certainly sweet and such. but the question here is, what would i do if i could really turn back time?

would i do things differently? or would i just do the same?

for i can't possibly do that, is it a nonsense question to ask myself about? umm.. donno.

here i am, sitting in the school lab, having all these people i haven't seen and few of them i have seen long time ago.. the feeling's simply.. weird..

having lost a year in school.. really had me changed. i just don't feel like i am fitting in anymore.. i am such an outsider. it feels like i have a air bubble wrapping around me. i can still breath.. but just can't get out of it.

i am feeling a bit.. uneasy..

just a tiny bit.

sigh~..