haven't check email for a little while, there was a mail titled as such "once gave up, don't look back."

i think it's a good thing that we don't look back on what we have given up in our won will. that's a healthier attitude. true.

but.. what if it was forced to happen? what then?

don't look back seems a lot harder to do in the laster case.

the feeling of lost may be much too long to bear with. what then?

don't do it? if that's really this crystal clear easy to do.

me, myself, is far to sentimental. i spend much of my time looking back.

it's not good. what's gone is not here anymore.

whom my love belonged to would never return.

lost. i have lost him. for ever.

how can i not look back to the wonderful times we had together?

how do i not look back?