Today is 5Mar2005, yes, nearly 3 months no write diary here..

within 3 months, many things apprear...

04X'mas, go out to TST with Joyce, Ginny, Chan Chi To & Ghost..
04Watchnight didn't go out, just sang K at night with Wendy, and back to home before 12am.
Jan'05, Start to feel that Ghost like me.. every week dated me once time, sometimes refuse to go out, but he continue to date me out.. and touch my hand.. care me.. so i had this feel.. and finally, i really know he is like me.. (because I tell he that my fd is chasing me in Feb'05)

Feb'05, starting with specail..
I really want to drop it down..
Feb'05 is the lunar new year, I know David too..
he chased me this month..
he is one who older than me..
he is one who care me much more than other male fd,
At first, really happy with he..
received 3 flowers in the Feb'05,
this should be very great for a male to do this things to me..
I know this is very fast to start up....
but.. seems that everythings are not in control...
at the chinese st.valentine's day, i know one of his secret...
such a big effect..
however, we still can continue..
after and after,
he make me feel unhappy as he always feel i had another one..
so I said to break up... ..
when i know he very unhappy and upset.. and... i give he one more chance..(actually, i give he chance b4)
..........
but things happen last night and today,
I want to say break up again..
i remember shan said dont' want say break up after that time..
but i really think i should settle this ASAP..
....
Why things like that..
he love me.. but.. always make me....

hope everythings can be fine.....
I dont' know I can keep stable with he anymore, but if i don't settle & talk with he tonight, i will not happy ...

Anyways, I can learn from LOVE.....