考完試的午後, 有了機會重新再看了一次 "Black Hwak Down", 記得一開始出了電影院嗤之以鼻的美國英雄主義. 我跟友人說: "電影裡面說的沒錯, 幹什麼跑個大老遠去打別人的內戰!? 美國人就是太雞婆了."

只是電影最後的哪幾句話讓我改觀了許多.

Matt 在最後說: "People think that we want to be hero or something! But i didn't say anything. Now, i'd tell them that no."

Hut 對 Crime 說: "It's all about the men next to you! I don't want to explain that to them because they won't understand.."

Matt 說: "We have two choices, one is that we save them or we can watch them killing each other over CNN."

是吧, 早前總認為自掃門前雪, 別人的事情能不管就不管. 但, Matt Eversman 說的沒錯, 我們是有選擇的.

"可是, 我將選擇哪一個呢? "我反覆問了自己這個問題.

電影結束, 在電視前久久不能自己.

思索
矛盾
重複
糾結
反覆
矛盾
再思索..

是吧, We do have a choice.