Okay, here's what I thinking.

Panic, if we have to live in different county for a year, that will makes me panic.

Worry, if we couldn't see each other for a year, how can I not worry about this.

Sad, if I can't see you everyday I must feel so sad everyday.

Mad, if you are not with me every moment, must drives me crazy and I'll get mad.

Uncontrollable, if you are not with me for a year, who can stop me not to be a shopaholic just like you did before?

So please don't let us apart, I need you every moment when I breath.

I need to listen your heart beats every night to fall sleep.

Sweetie, be with me.