讓快樂的花朵開滿自己的世界....

這是一種怎樣的奢望?..

無語的..也不知道要怎麼表達這些內心湧現的思緒..
只是靜靜的....依舊把自己冰封....
想像..沉在海底的深藍色情緒..

對映著天空藍藍的朵朵白雲....

我想...快樂..就是這樣溜走的...悄悄地..安祥..寂靜...    


白色的牆面..瀰漫冰冷的氣息....

穿透玻璃球體..深深的刺進心裡....
把所有的感受都吞沒在心裡..竟是這般沉重...
眼淚...也就成了唯一能夠釋放的路徑....

把一切的..想念的....奢望的..都攤在手掌心..

深深再看一眼...然後靜靜的和著淚水輕輕的..闔上....
原來..陪伴沒有距離..沒有形式...只有自己安靜的靈魂..
原來..在心裡說聲..我要試著學會放棄嗎?..

這是...怎麼樣心碎的一句話語..

今晚天空的星星安靜的沉沉睡著...
快樂..總是這般好遙遠....遙遠的距離....

落滿整個屋子的原來...是..寂寞...
...沉默的靈魂..它的聲音..是寂寞的...
寂寞的渴望能有人聽見...無聲的寂寞..大聲的吶喊...
寂寞在每個人的心中..又是什麼呢....?
寂寞的聲音是隔著恆遠的距離..

泡兩杯熱可可 ...我與自己靈魂的對話 ...

寂寞..又該是怎樣的顏色呢...?..
當自己每次提著畫筆的時候...

調色盤當中那些最常被我忽略的色彩....

就是寂寞的顏色麼?

翻開衣櫃除了黑色還是黑色~

...或許..寂寞的..是調色者本身...而不是寂寞...

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"眼裡有四月的女孩"是一首好聽的歌,有些悲傷~有些孤單~

這個女孩已經去當天使了, 天堂快樂嗎?

 http://www.youtube.com/v/oo9ONYL83mo

The girl with April in her eyes   Chris De Burgh

眼裡有四月的女孩                  克里斯迪伯夫

There once was a king who called for the spring

曾有一位國王，渴望著春天的來臨

For his world was still covered in snow

因為他的世界始終被冰雪覆蓋

But the spring had not been

但春天一直不來

For he was wicked and mean

因為他是位邪惡而殘暴的國王

In his winter fields nothing would grow

冰封的田野裡，萬物皆無法生長

And when a traveler called seeking help at the door

一名旅人來到城門前求助

Only food and a bed for the night

求的只是食物及借宿一晚

He ordered his slave to turn her away

國王命令僕役將她趕走

The girl with April in her eyes

趕走這位眼裡有著四月的女孩

Oh oh on and on she goes

女孩只得向前走

Through the winter's night, the wild wind and the snow

走過了嚴冬的夜晚，歷經了狂風與冰雪

Hi hi on and on she rides

她繼續地趕路

Someone help the girl with April in her eyes

有誰能幫助這位眼裡有四月的女孩

She rode through the night

她走了一整晚

Till she came to the light

直到她來到了一盞燈前

of a humble man's home in the woods

森林裡的房子住著一位謙卑的男子

He brought her inside

他領她入屋內

By the firelight she died

就在火爐旁，她死了

And he buried her gently and good

男子於是將她妥善地安葬了

Oh the morning was bright

噢！這個清晨是明亮的

All the world was snow white

整個世界一片雪白

But when he came to the place where she laid

當他來到女孩長眠的地方

His field was ablaze with flowers on the grave

墳上的鮮花照亮了他的田野

Of the girl with April in her eyes

那位眼裡有著四月的女孩

Oh oh on and on she goes

她繼續地走著

Through the winter's night, the wild wind and the snow

走過了嚴冬的夜晚，歷經了狂風與冰雪

Hi hi on and on she flows

在世間飄零