Is it me or is coffee just simply overstated?

I guess its me.

3 cups of coffee, one with a shot of espresso , and 141mg of canned caffeine later

I still fell asleep like a baby

Even that placebo effect is diminishing real fast

The only proof of caffeine in my system was my convulsive hands

Allright, now I need another fix !

It aint my fault that I am tolerant of foreign substances

But

It cant possibily be good

Now what?

Being a student sucks balls !

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For unknown reasons,

Lately I have been picturing myself free-falling

To be more precise,

It was during a night

In a busy city

It could be New York, Tokyo, Taipei or Downtown Vancouver

I stand poised

On the rooftop of a skyscraper

And you know what happens then

I feel gravity pulling me down

The pressure change of sudden descend pushing on my ears

The wind dancing in my hair

That rooftop is getting further

While the ground gets bigger

And thats where my imagination stops.




I picture this episode, sometimes during my waking hours, automatically

And I must have thought of it in my dreams, too.

This is bizarre.

I am sure I am not suicidal, at least not yet

Then why is it?

The only logical conclusion is that

Falling like this is equivalent to hitting bottom

Something I never had the balls to really pull off.

This may be a sign

(Would be a good splash if it really happened, tho)

At this point

The answer is clear

Bungee jumping here I come!

Whistler 2007!!

Whos in ?

There even is a group discount !



(Hmm....I am progressively becoming an adrenaline junkie, it aint too bad)