2010-06-24 17:47:44mINDy
The reality
i think i ned mre motivation to do everything.
我想要 除了工作以外 有別的生活重心
說不清我想要的是什麼
但絕對不是現在的失落..
工作之後 才知道社會的黑暗
覺得心機都好可怕 我算弱的了......
很多事情要開始懂得為自己的利益去爭取
我發現這樣的競爭力
壓得喘不過氣 好累
就是我不懂為什麼要為了爭取而爭取
真的有必要嗎
另外...
Am I just mature enough to have fds who are all older than me
OR..I am just pretending mature and want them to look after?
I know im having trouble to be with younger people but then....
Is it just like a excuse that I want to be cared?
.....those things sounds crul but so real...
I think i just ned tym to fink abt ittttt..
and probably to change mysef if I really am that sort of people...
burt
2010-06-29 10:11:41
hello 心機鬼
hi愛哭鬼