Ah.
I can't believe this happened.
Did it happen?

It doesn't even hurt,
all I feel is never ending numbness.
My heart

is dead.

Just like that
It's over.
Actually, it never even started
but it can never start now

I haven't cried yet
Is this good?
or is it why I am in this never ending numbness?

Why oh why?
No one can tell me
I have stopped to function
I don't know how to move on

You have captured me in this forever
I am trapped in this numbing pain
How do I move on?
How do I live?

How
how can I feel with my heart again?