作詞：張懸　作曲：張懸

也不是真的不要關心　也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒絕這一切
只留下自己

也不是全都不理不聽　也不是真的無從繼續
可每一次我都試著堅強
都成不得已的哭泣

I’m screaming, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be mature someday
but ‘till now it’s still in vain

I’m bearing, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to go on this path
but you said I haven’t get the jest

也不是真的不要關心　也不是真的想盡辦法任性
而你懂不懂　我懂不懂　其實我心底都珍惜

也不是全都不理不聽　也不是硬要顛反事理
可每一次我都試著靠近　都成了你看見的抗議

I’m screaming, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be prefect someday
but ‘till now it’s still in vain

I’m bearing, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be understood
but you said I haven’t had seen it yet
(but you said I haven’t get the point)

I’m try it out, I’ll try it out
I’m trying it out sometime
I’m trying it out someday