i should really continue the tradition of this place
most recent dream i had was about love
an old classmate confessed to me
but i refused him...because i can't trust him
he got a bunch of things i like laid out in a place, when i walked to the end of the path, there is a sweater, he brought me that and it fitted me. nothing ever fit on me but he found it.
but i still refused him...even thought i might like him for a while
i just cant believe anyone will confess to me...that was what i been telling myself in the dream,
if i did an introspective test it will tell me that i have no self-confidence
what a joke
i thought that would never be my problem, ever
but it turns out the biggest fear after all, is that i don't trust myself
i don't believe anyone
what a joke