I don’t want to

I don’t want to be adult
I don’t want to do the right things
I only want to be with you

I don’t want you to forget about me
I don’t want myself to forget about you
I don’t want to live without you

I don’t want myself saying that it had to end
I don’t want the fact that you are married
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t

Why am I so sad
More and more tears come out of my eyes
And you said, don’t cry

I cannot stop thinking of you
Cannot forget your smiles
And cannot stop looking at your pictures, our pictures.

I don’t want to give up
I don’t want to spend my nights missing you
I want to be able to miss you


這一夜, 其實更難過. 那種悲傷是似乎在前幾天被強迫被壓抑著, 直到無法吸收才一次爆發出來.

我哭到無法入食, 傷心到無法入眠.