2005-11-09 00:20:04夜貓貓
7/11 晚上...
今晚又發生一d我唔想發生既事,就係...我亞媽又飲醉喇!究竟有冇諗過有幾咁丟架,每一次都嘈哂咁番屋企,而每次都唔係你打番黎話你有事,又或者...每次都係樓下個實q上黎”clock門”,令到我地周圍搵你,之後你第2部曲就係一定嘈到成條行既人都出黎睇發生咩事!有冇諗過我有咩感受,我真係好唔開心呀!我唔開心係因為好丟架〔雖然個個都當冇事發生,但係我唔可以呀!!!〕,仲有點解你咁大個人淨係識飲醉黎麻醉自己,而唔將d唔開心既野掉哂出黎呀!每一次既唔開心冇人知道點解,淨係得你自己知!咁你飲醉酒第2日又辛苦又話痛,何苦呢?!每一次同你講番,你淨係唔講野咁坐o係道,我都冇你”孚”,我講你好似覺得係個女教訓緊個老母!你估我想咩,咁大個人有邊一次係你鬧番我轉頭架!你每次醉左打我,話番你知,你淨係識講對唔住,我唔係要你既對唔住呀!我係唔要你再飲呀!尋晚你又令我好想離開!雖然呢個日子好快到,但我唔覺得離開左會令我唔去諗!
我係咪真係搬離左呢道,我就可以輕鬆呢?!我諗唔係,我雖然可以好開心咁過每一日,但係我真係好擔心你會發生咩事!
講真,尋日我真係有諗,係咪我死左,真係會冇眼屎乾淨盲呢?!呢一刻我有諗過死,但係...一聽見仔仔不停咁喊!我就知道...我放唔底!
今日過左一日,我仲係不停咁喊,我...係咪有問題呀!!!個心真係好唔舒服!
我係咪真係搬離左呢道,我就可以輕鬆呢?!我諗唔係,我雖然可以好開心咁過每一日,但係我真係好擔心你會發生咩事!
講真,尋日我真係有諗,係咪我死左,真係會冇眼屎乾淨盲呢?!呢一刻我有諗過死,但係...一聽見仔仔不停咁喊!我就知道...我放唔底!
今日過左一日,我仲係不停咁喊,我...係咪有問題呀!!!個心真係好唔舒服!