2007-04-26 21:25:20巧伶

disappear

I really don’t like to use English to talk to you all, but this computer cannot type English and I also need to practice because English exam coming tomorrow.
I have disappear for one weak, that all because my crazy mind and I has started to hate my computer. That’s why I use my mom’s computer do my tuition homework and now had already sent. I actually not coming but I feel that I should tell you that I still alive.
Hehes (laughing but not happily), I really going to let here become useless, I faced the empty again and again so I am tired that I always get disappointed
So, I may leave here, or even give my computer away, I have no any expect to here. You should know.

However, I am happy that 10th of May still not come yet, I certainly will be back here, but perhaps, I also will leave.

I don’t think there will be many people read though this passage, even if I write in Chinese, I will get disappointed. I never realise (-lize) the reason, but I also won’t think about it anymore as I have give up.
I believe that it will not make change to you if I leave, now i know then. All right, now I know then.

I do not wish you to read all these above at all. Seriously.
Bye bye, I will come back but I still don’t know how I am going to do on next step.
However, go luck to my examination.
And go luck for all of you.

(If you cannot understand what I am talking about, so sorry, but remember I never expect you read this, and, in Singapore, we use England English. Moreover, I also know my grammar is worse. I will want you to correct my English as well as mind. )

End of the nonsense, now I feel better because, everything had changed, or changing.

To maple leave, I will not leave you alone but now I can’t accompany you. However, whatever thing you need to face, remember I still here and support you until I die.
For the master of “the landscape outside the light blue window”, I will try my best to finish the poem with you to the end, before I leave. So don’t too worry about it, you know the light will not being clear, forever.

By Cheryl 26.04.07
☆"W.N 2007-05-19 07:29:42

是跟妳頭腦想像的雅鈞落差太大了嗎?

哎呀呀,我被放棄(拋棄?)了。

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對阿對阿
怎麼會這個樣子呢臭亞調?

放心吧你被我拋棄不代表你從此被放棄
還是有人會要你的
因為你希望如此
我不想放棄你
但是你一直在叫我放棄你
反正我現在終於可以苦中作樂
不是苦中作樂,只是把每件事都轉成正面

我知道我自己可以不在乎一切。雖然現在還正嘗試當中。
2007-05-19 15:21:11
☆"W.N 2007-05-16 06:52:38

妳不進步我才會吐血呢(有點血腥,好吧!吐馬鈴薯)

國文越來越深奧了,嗯嗯...我還是很慶幸俺是中國人。

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ㄣˇ哼,或許我可以開始覺得只要知道妳就好。唉,我不想理你了,原來最欠扁的不是他,最壞的也不是kris, 好吧,我想我該放棄妳了,也不該在掛念你們,唯一值得我這麼做的只有老師。唉。

雖然我是該告訴自己你瘋了不然就是頭腦壞了或者是腦袋亂了,但還是沒有辦法接受。我就是這麼古板,無法接受新事物,但是我知道自己非拋棄不行。
2007-05-16 15:34:51
☆"W.H 2007-05-14 07:00:40

Cheryl的文法。痾....有進步。(燦笑一個)

果然在全英語環境生長就是不一樣。

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如果說我沒有進步,你要怎麼在這種地方活下去,又怎麼開心的起來?
不過,改掉,不是全英語好嗎?我的中文難道有退步嗎?怎麼覺得好像變好了,雖然不會的還是不會,但會的好像用的更好了。
我發現自己很好學,而且不得了呢
2007-05-14 15:27:24