Again and again,

I used the sensational phrases to hurt my dear Mom and Dad

for the unknown future about me.

yeap! I supposed to be shame about so far everything I did.

I just blame someone else to make me feel better at least not

feel so depressed about my fail.


I did tell you that don’t mention the computer classes,

don’t push me to do everything u want me to do, u want me to be.

I am just who I am, not the one you cultivated and wish to be.

We always argue for this. yeap! As a graduation from undergraduate

school, I supposed to have a good job, to earn at least 30000NT per

month, and give you guys about 1/3 of it.


To give up the chance to CA again, I not only lost the chance to see

my friends, to have a vacation, but I do lose the trust and credit to

the BSA. I attend the damn teacher admitting test just for cheering

u and hope u can give me a little bit freedom? What am I doing?

What’s my faith and dream?

Well, so now, what’s the role I play now in your opinion?

Can you just support any decision I made?