I used to have a lot of problems because of you
and that’s because i care too much about you.

I care so much about you that i want you to do the same,
the talk we had last time made me cried.

I hate that you are always being alone,
I hate that people always talking behind you,
I hate that people dislike you because of guys.

We used to tell things to each other,
and you stop and it was only me that’s telling you about my problems.
So i stopped.

I stopped telling ppl about my major problems
so i hide the problems in my heart and try to avoid it.
It didn’t work, the problems build and build and it all exploded
That’s when I get moody and frustrated

We don’t even talk lately,
You are busy with your work,
With your “love” triangle thing,

I don’t know how long we can be like this,
Although you live near to me and I can visit you,
But i don’t know if we still chat after I leave Suzhou.

Still…I wont give up because you are really important to me