i have no idea why
today really depessing, i want something different!
i have just found out
the people in my class(chinese class)
are all jerk! i mean they are abnormal from other people.
i don't want to be classified as "strange person"
but how could i live?
Gosh! what a unfair treating? that me and my sister?
Shit! i 've already made myself busy
stll, something i have left undone....

suddenly, i have an idea
i want to go abroad with my friend
a brand new situation
entirely english environment that i need not to worry about speaking class the night before!
English really affect my life, my consicous

i got a dream, my baby came out which had no reason.
what i said to him is....
where do you from? ok ,if you are my son
i have to teach you englsih...and i started have a conversation with me in english. I forced him to communicate with me in 2 languages!
coz i don't want him have the hard learning process like me
Learning english easily and without any hard work.

well, in reality, i must do it to my next genernation!