life is not so simple,
not the days i want,
i can't do the thing when things comes up in my mind !
why people have go to school?
why people can't do things more important in there life,
why people have regret when they loss the most important things?

i can't tell you in chinese,
because,some things is happening,
the happening things is my heart feel lonely,
i just can't meet the people who fit me!
look around,people always do things they always do.
but me!sometimes,i change a lot!

recently,i saw "one tree hill"
it talk a lot about things happen around us,
talking about people who we love but always tell them the lie!
hurt the people we love so much !
i can't get it !
why people have live so hard,
why we just can't go to do the thing we care?


i just stand in front of the windor,
the smell of wind remind me when i was a little girl!
i have somany friends,
but,why ?
now!i don't really have a friend who can do things i want and go with me!
people growes, aren't they?
so we can't go back!

i don't fell good recently,
but, i think no one know !
because,people always only care about themself!