2004-01-20 11:17:00Ruby

Happy..? Chinese New Year

I am not sure I am happy now or not.Maybe it`s the bad weather that makes me feel upset or my relation with my "undear" family.How I wish that I can get more love from my ....FAMILY...
But it never works.I know life isn`t just a single straight line at least for me!!I always tell myself that`s God`s will.And I do believe so.
My job ,my school ,my family ,even my relation.......I can`t see many positive sides of them.But anyway that`s God wants me to know and to learn.There is curve in my life ,and that`s why my life is never boring.Athough I am not really sure which part of my life is tasty ,I will do my best to find it out.
Just wish me a good luck.