I am not a big Sex and The City fan, but I do like it. I watch it on and off, and I see myself mixed with 3 characters in it, Carrie, Charlotte, and Miranda. What about Samantha? No, I can’t identify myself with her much because I can’t take sex as simple as fucking and enjoying.

Anyway, that is beside the point. I watched it yesterday, and I suddenly realize that my relationship with Andre is kinda like Carrie with Mr. Big. Lots of issues in the relationship… The guy seems never ready to settle down… However, stupid women like me and Carrie just can’t move on and forget about the men. No matter where we go, no matter whom we date, no matter when we miss somebody… It is always the same guys that we really want to be with.

Even though we knew that it was silly, we couldn’t help ourselves. Last night, Andre told me that Carrie at the end married Mr. Big. I haven’t seen it. It is slower in Taiwan. I was so surprised, and scared. “What?! Mr. Big?! No way!!! He never loves her!” That was my reaction. It was more like that I was trying to resist the possibility that I would end up marrying Andre.

Damn! I don’t want it to happen! I better watch myself more carefully!