For the first time
I’m going to decide my future
of what kind of the person I want to be

BUT
the truth is
Innermost of my heart
what kind of the person I want to be
I had already made my choice
nevertheless
till today
I still don’t have the courage to tell my parents

The occupation I has been longing,yearning since I was in my elementary school
is the occupation they have been despising for their entire life

Everything is so chaotic now



why I am not an American
that will make all the Fuxk things much more easier