Recently I am working for my study. Actually, I dont know WHAT to do to make my life better. My parents, my bro and sis all of them are expecting to see a astonishing achievment. I also requst to go cram. In every moment, reminding me of  that I am incapable of making a living. Skill? Naive? Sometimes I want to escape from the damn situation madly. Sometime struggle. Everything makes me numb. Like a dead ,totally.

Indeed we are trying to find a way to fly. But the reality is much crueler than we thoght. Perdaps there doesnt exsit heaven. Some of my friends are working now, they told me 'its completely boring'. Or some of them are still learning, they also call 'the lab' and 'the professor' such like 'Hell' and "Devil'. Maybe I should learn one thing: There is no lunch for free. Paid for it. Most of us are not GENIUS, as Einestan  or  Mozart.

Yet I sincerely think that we must live with passion. 'Passion' is not accurate enough, but we need a thing to support our faith and desire to be alive. Or  the rich is likely a begger. I know its a foolish and over-positive idea. All of them are trying to punch my dream. Is it too late to bewilder? Um...there is no answer. (sign)

Miss Naive, can you temporarily leave my world, please! DONT WANNA DIG IN ANYMORE!!