已下決定了﹐ 他﹐ 不值得再出現我的日記裡﹐ 可是﹐ 我還是控制不了自己的心。 第一，你就犯賤到低，對他主動出擊，你肯定做不到 第二，就是你得徹底的忘掉他，把有他一切的實物都丟掉 我多少﹐ 是在那些抉擇中徘徊﹐ 但是﹐ 我覺得自己傻得可憐﹐ 傻得可痴﹐ 我想到了最後﹐ 我還是選擇第二吧﹗ 他吸煙﹐ 又對學歷不在乎﹐ 絕對不是我喜歡的型。 我朋友說得對﹐ 我一直活在猜疑中﹐ 猜他不喜歡我﹐ 猜他對我沒有好感﹐ 從頭到尾﹐ 是猜猜猜。 我或許是愛情的逃兵吧﹖ 只是﹐ 我無法面對所發生的事情。 聽著"If I could be with you"的歌﹐ 我心裡澎湃不已﹐ 或者﹐ 有一天﹐ 我的那位也象歌中所講的一樣出現﹐ 到時候﹐ 我的世界是改寫了吧﹖ 偏偏有個咒言說﹕ 沒有人﹐ 絕對沒有其他人能夠給你快樂﹐ 只有你自己﹗ 生命好折曲﹐ 對他﹐ 也是該死心的時候。 想著他﹐ 會自我安慰﹐ 以至于自我麻醉﹐ 結果失落的是自己。 If I Could Be With You (lyrics) from Latter Days Soundtrack Performed by Dean Nolen and Bobby Joyner All my life I’ve looked for angels All this time I’ve searched for signs Now I’ve turned a/the corner You’re standing before me You’re not what I thought I might find I’ve never been shaken Never been confused Always protected all my affections Only directions I choose All my intentions and all my best plans Now come to rest in you hands If I could fly If I could soar If I could rise up to heaven Unlock that door I might finally stop This world spins around I would just to be with you now I’ve never been shaken, I’ve never been confused Always projected all my affections In only directions I choose All my intentions and all my best plans Now come to rest in you hands If I could find the key Into your heart And unlock that door I might finally stop All the spinning around If I could just be with you now Always believed I was solidly grounded All my assumptions come tumbling down (chorus merging)