I'm stuck in an abyss of despair.

I don't know how to deal with it

and I just can't take it anymore.

Depression, panic, worriies, sadness

You're tired of living, tired of everything

I'm so sorry I can't solve your problems

and I don't have the capability to make you change.

I feel like I'm responsible for you

I have to take care of you

But  I'm also afraid of you 

It's torturous to see how you are.

This is just devastating.

I feel guilty for such feeling

But I really want to run away.

Is it greedy to want to have my own life?

I wish I could just end everything.