When this began

一旦發作時

I had nothing to say

我沉默不語

and I’d get lost in the nothingness inside of me

迷失在自我的空洞裡

I was confused

我困惑不已

and I let it all out to find/that I’m

讓情緒發洩　想知道我並非唯一

not the only person with these things in mind

腦子亂亂想的人

Inside of me

在我內心裡

But all of them can see the words revealed

言語洩漏的空白

Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel

是我僅能感受的的真實

Nothing to lose

我一無所有

Just stuck, hollow and alone

只能動彈不得　空虛　孤獨

And the fault is my own

我只怪自己

And the fault is my own

我只怪自己


I want to heal

我渴望治癒

I want to feel

我渴望感受

What I thought was never real

我總活在幻想世界裡

I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long

我渴望能放開那保有以久的傷痛

(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)

磨滅所有傷痛　直到消失不見

I want to heal

我渴望治癒

I want to feel

我渴望感受

like I’m close to something real

彷彿就要觸及真實的世界

I want to find something I’ve wanted all along

我渴望找到長久以來追尋的

somewhere I belong

我的歸屬


And I’ve got nothing to say

我沉默不語

I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face

不敢相信我還撐得住

I was confused

我困惑不已

Looking everywhere/only to find that it’s

四處環顧　只想知道

not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

這只是我胡思亂想在作祟


o what am I

我到底是什麼

What do I have but negativity

除了負面思想　我還有什麼

Cause I can’t justify the

因為我無法理解

way everyone is looking at me

為什麼他們這樣看我

Nothing to lose

我一無所有

Nothing to gain/hollow and alone

一無所求　空虛　孤獨

and the fault is my own

我只怪自己

The fault is my own

我只怪自己


I will never know

我永遠也看不清自己

myself until I do this on my own

直到能自己面對

And I will never feel

我將永遠麻木

anything else until my wounds are healed

直到傷口癒合

I will never be

我永遠都是無名小卒

anything ’til I break away frome me

直到逃離自己的禁錮

and I will break away

而我會掙脫

I’ll find myself today

我會在今天找到自我

I want to heal

我渴望治癒

I want to feel like I’m

我想要感受

somewhere I belong

我的歸屬