I thought of you lately . And I cant' stop but thinking. You are probably having a little baby now. How cute right?. This is what you always wanted. A happy family with little ones of your own. Congrdaulations. I'm sure you are very happy with your wife and your little family. But I dont know why, I feel sad when I think about this...perhaps I feel regret and pain when I think back the love we had and lost. I moved on. I dont look back. I block you away from my life . Forever and for good. Yet, this heart broken feeling tend to come back to me occassionally. Maybe I still love you. I do . But that's deep down inside this heart.

 I miss the hugs we never had. I miss the smile we never saw from each other. I miss your voice and that handsome face of yours that I never saw. Forget you was hard. Yet , to regret was easier. To move on was hard, yet to miss you was easier. 紀念你比跟你在一起容易. 祝福你 比愛你容易.

如果有一天 我們可以見面. 雖然依竊都太遲了. 但是是否可以給我ㄧ個擁抱呢?

因為你 我開始害怕婚姻.......我開始害怕承諾 失去.......

你過的好嗎???? 好多回憶又湧上心頭....我想你應該都忘記了...忘了也好 但是你應該是沒有忘了 因為你也傷了....你也只能選擇他....這事現實的殘酷.....你愛我 卻選擇了他的婚姻....你選擇是對的.....這對你是最好的...人畢竟是自私的.....

心  總是有種遺憾......

去了多倫多....也許也看不到你....但是 心中總是有種感覺.....我們會見面的....

我把你 藏在我的心理 只有我有那把key....我鎖上了.

I do miss you. I do.....HOw can I forget right? but just move on .....

HOpe you will be happy...