Of course we are completely in love.  It's the most tiring, most wonderful thing ever.  It really is hard to explain like everyone says.  
The hubby has truly amazed me.  I knew he would be helpful, but he has done so much without me even asking him.  He is totally smitten with his little boy.  I'm going to miss him when he goes back to work on Wednesday.  

Ok, this is probably the longest post I've ever written. :)  I hope I didn't scare you too much.  If I had to do it again, I totally would, Jensen is totally worth it.  I still can't believe I did it, I really am stronger than I thought.  

I hope everyone has a Happy New Year!