Time flies really fast..
its been 2 months and 3 days since you went away
it sure is a long time..
you have moved on and you seem happier
i have tried to move on, somehow or another..
it works at times to bury myself in work
but there are days when i feel like getting wasted..
just like today..
i’ll be all alone..in that house which feels like a hotel..it sure is good to have the house and the car to myself..
i have nothing more to lose..so i shouldn’t be scared of losing anything anymore..


Thanks bryan for accompanying me..but i guess i am not ready
besides, i don’t want to go into another relationship just yet..
not when i don’t even know where i am heading..

where do broken hearts go? can anyone tell me?
i am tired..
for now i just want to be alone..
although i still think of the days spent together with him..
it would do me good to be alone for now..
i guess i would take the car for a long trip..
the trip would relax me and prepare me for the roads ahead that will be much tougher
and for that, i have to be prepared..