Little things expose like series of bubbles moving in waltz steps, crazily challenging my insanity. I wonder if I stay calm and constantly keep smiling, would anyone spot my deepest and darkest side and emotions. Perhaps, NOT! Being categorized as an “astonishing” girl, I, am seen as outgoing, charming, well-liked and most of all surrounded by friends. Yet who knows I just act as who and what they expect me to be. Somehow, I lost myself in time and when I looked back I couldn’t trace where I lost me.

Therefore I beamed, I danced in crowds, I sang how beautiful life is, and I moaned when the moon highly rose in the dark, I prayed there would be no tomorrow for me to pretend. I longed for dreams; I waited for dim to come; I yearned for the special someone to visit in my delight; I lived in the castle in the sky. My existence was only genuine whilst dreams extravaganza happiness. Castle in the sky, a place keeps dreams alive and contentment obtainable.

In the aspiration,
I live in the castle in the sky, where I am a princess of joy; an angel in heart and a child never grow old.

In the reality,
I live in the house on the earth, where I am a working class gal, a suffering poor and a grown woman needed love.

Cruelty makes run, the gate of castle in the sky will be opened, and welcome me back.

圖：King Ludwig's Castle, Bavaria