2010-04-06 21:17:12maureen
day #126: 若海有邊,
if the sea had no boundaries,
I turn around and there's nothing
I don't know who began it,
but how about we try and give in more,
I'm carefree,
you're serious
I'm stubborn,
you don't budge much either
it's no wonder we fight so much
我 怕
the more we leave this
the longer we leave it as it is
the harder to come back
she says that doesn't make sense
and that it won't happen
and screw cooling periods
or was it I who wanted them first?
I don't think intentionally
Imean, I don't think I wanted cooling periods intentionally
when things are stable and calm
there will be times where you drift out
only we both came back
realizing
that
there was nothing to return to
I guess me, being the more carefree one,
doesn't care much
or I choose to cover one eye
閉一只眼
I've learnt not to panic,
to be calm
and pick things off where we left them
only to realize that time had washed all our markings away
you're not the only one
I'm confused too -
things don't come out the way I want them to and it makes me go P(RUMV()@U$V()U@)(UV
I'mmadthatyou'remadatmebecauseyouareusuallynotmadatmeandI'malsomadatthefactthatyou'remadforalltherightreasonsandI'mtheidiotwhodid
n'tseeityourwayoreveryoneelse'swayI'msosorryIhatemyselfforhatingyouforhatingmefortherightreasonsgrrr.
it's only you
I'm violent only when I'm with you
rawrrr
friday please take your time
(youknowwhat?)
friday do whatever you want
I'll take life as it comes
I want to solve this
if I can
if things that come to my mind that I shall soon speak don't sound nice
I apologize in advance
at least I'm straightforward and natural
isn't that what you signed up for when you wanted to be friends?
today
was
a
horrible
day
I
feel
like
crying
my
entire
heart
out
bit
by
bit
by
bit
but masks I shall plaster so as not to worry others
and until I feel better the truth is not going to come out
in fear that what I foresee really happens
wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy-
:) andrew! ah I miss nepal
I wish, I didn't wake up feeling like that, mother had to pick the perfect time to lecture me about my studies - 11:45
and that lasted until 12:30 at night so I slept pretty late in the end.
btw may I add- TETRIS WAS AWESOME LAST NIGHT GUYS
I only won once, but- yay.
how does it feel to be P. Diddy anyways Idon'tgetitrah
I woke up cranky,
studyhall was fairly productive doing chinese notes that wasn't even helpful but okies
english was boring, GOW movie was okayy the ending is uber -------------------------
I want to know if they find Tom ):
woodward passed my GOW annotations YAY
where I wrote in lyrics for half the pages so some of them say
"lucky I'm in love with my best friend"
or
"It's a quarter after one, and I miss you now"
or
"your lipstick stains, on the left ear of my frontlobe brain,
I knew I wouldn't forget you
and so I let you go and blow my mind"
AH HEY SOUL SISTER :) :) :)
math: more cheating
I always feel bad after math class RAWRRRRRRRR
I hope I did well for my quiz
chinese: 星座 I can't believe it, 老師超級迷信
ah, but then most people are into the whole horoscope thing (:
everyone reading one sentence thing was pretty funnyy.
afterschool: relay for life discussions
not very productive until the last 10 minutes because lily, tiffany, sarah (s) and wendy were all into the whole pokemon downloading thing
WENDY OUR T-SHIRTS ARE AWESOME, CHILL.
:) not as awesome as I envisioned them to be but YES THEY'RE STILL HEART WORTHY
so relaxx :)
I feel
semi content
if such a thing exists