2009-12-09 23:10:38maureen
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currently feeling very very upset
oh and not to mention stressed.
I feel like staying up to do math today
my grades are horrible
I'm horrible
for letting my grades get this horrible
guess that connects.
I act/say something and I usually mean the opposite.
I think I need to sob all the stress out,
or stretch
or do math/study.
I feel happy when I'm very productive.
I think I'm going
(quote joyce) bonkers.
today: science was productive, orchestra was fun (beethoven's symphony #7 is so beautiful I was like bobbing my head while 2nd violins played the 2nd section) thanks siew I have like 8 scales to practice during winter break, history was productive, I guess, my quiz was horrible, god, my history grade is horrible, oh and p.e was intense, poor christy and her sore arms and one soon-to-be buff/skinny leg btw we came in 3rd place for basketball for p.e did my makeups, afterskl was pretty pointless
okay I definitely need some panadol for this headache
virtual headache or not, I definitely need panadol
back to chinese speech
stabkilleyeballdiggingscreamingfingernailscratchinghairgrabbingpunchingjabbingcuttingstranglingglaringbiting
I feel very violent today
bya- bella's version of bye + cya HAHAHA.
I forgot, who's the one who always manages to cheer me up
oh you're not there.
stop being so busy I need your love now
-arms outstreched,
I look like a fool/stop making me stand here for so long/you know what I need.
.maureen