2009-11-18 21:25:43maureen
day #56: It's a horrible day
no I'm serious,I didn't do well on my history test,
even though I studied my ass off.
sigh, and here I am, half procrastinating (everyone in the house is procrastinating - my mum's going on strike, not cooking she says.)
RAWR and I'm kind of hungry,
well, she's always on strike when my dad isn't here.
today was HORRIBLE.
when siew is not in a very good mood and I have her first thing in the morning, the day just goes downward from there,
she was like screaming at me today,
but I guess she does it for my own good.
BUT I DID PRACTICE,
I went and tried talking to her after school, and I didn't get what I want but I will, soon.
I got 1812 music and I'm going to.
study it.
the whole point of symphony is performing, so.
I'll perform,
just not with them, I can like play on my own (:
no I guess I can't hide the fact that I'm really upset.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT I PANIC,
GRR
then there was the history test
which I was hyperventilating over (understatement of the century)
ARGH. OMG I didn't do well.
then BLEEP TEST
god kill me.
I got a 6.8 D: not good enough, I could've done more, I mean I reached 7. something last year,
then we had Physics, by then I was already really bummed it.
fml, my gpa is so low.
zomg.
and my sister, who doesn't study has like a 3.4 default without trying,
meaning, if she ACTUALLY TRIES
she can get like a 3.7
BUT SHE LIKE PLAYS PLANTS VS ZOMBIE AND OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGM
life is $%EDV^WBF^&RGNV* HRW(MV *(JWM(<) unfair
stab me RIGHT NOW.
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awww maureen don't take the siew thingy presonally. she's just super stressed about apac orchestra. nice to see you're trying out symphony:) btw, im really lost in 1812, so maybe we can try figuring it out together:)
im sorry you had such a horrible day. i actually did too.. i embarrassed myself 5 times in chinese class, failed (literally failed) my science quiz, then got kicked out of the library by the librarian. bleh. hope tomorrow's a much better day for you! :) gah i have an apush test D:
EVERYDAY'S A HORRIBLE DAY
until it's lunchtime/afterschool and I see everyone and talk to everyone (:
you have no idea what I would be w/o you guys
actually I think you do
YAY I GET TO SEE YOU TODAY (: we should all sit together